Saturday, November 30

Winter

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It's been...how many years since I did this? 
Will I even remember how? 
I find myself hoping it's like bike riding and I'm not flat on my face, legs twisted underneath me like a fallen scarecrow in this farmer's field I'm trespassing. 
 
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Cold fingers tie the laces and adjust the perky, green, knit beret on top of my head. 
Snow flies sideways. 
Inside Benjamin is napping in the warmth; Sean and the kids are upstairs at enamel homeschool table, processing a deer.  I feel a little badly, but it was he who urged me to get outside.
 
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My fingers float in Sean's neoprene gloves. 
The snow is powder and fluff. 
It is fifteen degrees out but I realize I'm warm and catching my breath after crossing just one field.
 
Out. Of. Shape.
Yes, siree.
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Good excuse to untuck the Canon from inside my coat. 
I want to remember the sun catching those crystal sparkles in the snow,
 these clouds pumping out snow to my right,
 and the silhouette of those trees along the hedgerow.
 
I want to count it all as a gift.
 
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These northern winters have gotten harder in years past. 
Lots of littles, pregnancy and newborns have necessitated much time spent indoors.
 
But now... now I have older children who can hold down the fort for a bit and a husband who works partly from a home office.
 
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My camera is tucked safely inside my coat once more, because I'm still not too steady on this slick-footed gear.
It's been ten years, I decide. 
Ten years since we took Annaliese and Andrew on our backs when they were our
only babes.
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It has been good to get out in this lung-crisping air. 
My fingers are numb and I have warmth to head home to.

1 comment:

rebi edel said...

This is lovely. I love to go for walks by myself. See what I met at the lakeside: http://wachsenlassen.blogspot.ch/2013/12/1advent.html
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